My Day was fucking horrible, thanks
Well, the title says it all, folks. MY DAY WAS FUCKING HORRIBLE. (BTW, if you're sensitive to language, you probably should skip to another blog...)
So to start off with the obvious, my ELA state standardized test (MCAS) was today. You've probably had something like this where you live too. It was so boring, and these kind of tests drain me like you wouldn't believe.
I have a water bottle made out of glass, and though it has a covering, it cracked anyway when I dropped it on the floor.
My parents had just bought it for me, so I knew they would be pissed (they actually weren't when I told them, so yay for me!)
I didn't realize there was a crack so I put it on the table and it started leaking all over the place so my table was soaking wet. When the teacher was passing out the test booklets, she accidentally put Hadriel's booklet on my desk so the booklet was wet. Then there was a bunch of drama concerning the booklet, and I felt really bad for causing it. Luckily, Hadriel is very forgiving and kind, so he wasn't mad (thank god). But it still stressed me out.
Next, I really needed a drink during the test, so I attempted opening the water bottle. No go. Water spurted out everywhere. The teachers switch off from watching us, so the stupid teacher who got the booklet wet was out and my favorite teacher was now watching us. He was really nice about it, and he helped me clean it up. Though I appreciated it, I still made a huge commotion and the janitor had to come in and clean up the goddamn spill. Cue my first panic attack of the day... I had one as I was in the bathroom getting paper towels to clean up the mess. As you can guess, everyone was like, "Can that shit-bag of a girl just stop?! This is the freaking MCAS!!"
Skip to everyone out to their lockers after most people had finished. This girl named Caitlyn said to me, "God, Hanna, you were so annoying. You and Yaro [this Russian kid in my class, he's kind of annoying but pretty smart] kept stalling for time, and everyone hated you. So annoying."
GOD CAITLYN I JUST HAPPENED TO TAKE LONGER! I wasn't stalling for time!! Why would you be pissed off anyway?? What's it to you, bitch? So that made me angry and stressed too.
Over the course of the day, everyone was talking about how I made a huge commotion with the water bottle, and I hate people talking behind my back. This news was spread because of Caitlyn, of course.
The final straw... at the end of chorus, we go out in the hall to collect our binders and coats and stuff. Only when I went out, my expensive Patagonia winter jacket was GONE. This was waaaay stressful for me because I hate losing stuff. I looked EVERYWHERE for it, but I couldn't find it! Leading to my second panic attack of the day... as I was looking for it, my mouth was dry, and my breath barely came and my chest felt heavy and full of lead.
Wait, no, THIS is the last straw... I missed the bus while I was looking for my jacket. So yeah. That was my fucking horrible day and I'm so tired and pissed off at the world.
btw, I found my jacket when I went later for my violin lesson. Thank god because I wouldn't have been able to sleep if I hadn't.
I also had a few mini panic attacks... I'll put them in red.
I wasn't the only person who had a shitty day, my parents had one too. When they were coming to pick me up after I missed the bus, they got rear-ended by some Chinese lady, who denied she did anything even though it was her fault. (No offense, but this is why Taiwan (where my parents are from) >>>>>>>>> China) Good thing there wasn't much damage, our car was just a bit bruised. But still... not the best day ever for them.
Well that was my horrible and pathetically shitty day. the end. soooo glad it's finally over.
So to start off with the obvious, my ELA state standardized test (MCAS) was today. You've probably had something like this where you live too. It was so boring, and these kind of tests drain me like you wouldn't believe.
I have a water bottle made out of glass, and though it has a covering, it cracked anyway when I dropped it on the floor.
My parents had just bought it for me, so I knew they would be pissed (they actually weren't when I told them, so yay for me!)
I didn't realize there was a crack so I put it on the table and it started leaking all over the place so my table was soaking wet. When the teacher was passing out the test booklets, she accidentally put Hadriel's booklet on my desk so the booklet was wet. Then there was a bunch of drama concerning the booklet, and I felt really bad for causing it. Luckily, Hadriel is very forgiving and kind, so he wasn't mad (thank god). But it still stressed me out.
Next, I really needed a drink during the test, so I attempted opening the water bottle. No go. Water spurted out everywhere. The teachers switch off from watching us, so the stupid teacher who got the booklet wet was out and my favorite teacher was now watching us. He was really nice about it, and he helped me clean it up. Though I appreciated it, I still made a huge commotion and the janitor had to come in and clean up the goddamn spill. Cue my first panic attack of the day... I had one as I was in the bathroom getting paper towels to clean up the mess. As you can guess, everyone was like, "Can that shit-bag of a girl just stop?! This is the freaking MCAS!!"
Skip to everyone out to their lockers after most people had finished. This girl named Caitlyn said to me, "God, Hanna, you were so annoying. You and Yaro [this Russian kid in my class, he's kind of annoying but pretty smart] kept stalling for time, and everyone hated you. So annoying."
GOD CAITLYN I JUST HAPPENED TO TAKE LONGER! I wasn't stalling for time!! Why would you be pissed off anyway?? What's it to you, bitch? So that made me angry and stressed too.
Over the course of the day, everyone was talking about how I made a huge commotion with the water bottle, and I hate people talking behind my back. This news was spread because of Caitlyn, of course.
The final straw... at the end of chorus, we go out in the hall to collect our binders and coats and stuff. Only when I went out, my expensive Patagonia winter jacket was GONE. This was waaaay stressful for me because I hate losing stuff. I looked EVERYWHERE for it, but I couldn't find it! Leading to my second panic attack of the day... as I was looking for it, my mouth was dry, and my breath barely came and my chest felt heavy and full of lead.
Wait, no, THIS is the last straw... I missed the bus while I was looking for my jacket. So yeah. That was my fucking horrible day and I'm so tired and pissed off at the world.
btw, I found my jacket when I went later for my violin lesson. Thank god because I wouldn't have been able to sleep if I hadn't.
I also had a few mini panic attacks... I'll put them in red.
I wasn't the only person who had a shitty day, my parents had one too. When they were coming to pick me up after I missed the bus, they got rear-ended by some Chinese lady, who denied she did anything even though it was her fault. (No offense, but this is why Taiwan (where my parents are from) >>>>>>>>> China) Good thing there wasn't much damage, our car was just a bit bruised. But still... not the best day ever for them.
Well that was my horrible and pathetically shitty day. the end. soooo glad it's finally over.