2. noun.
informal
a brief but intense infatuation for someone, especially someone unattainable or inappropriate.
"she did have a crush on Dr. Russell"
synonyms: infatuation, obsession, love, passion;
informal puppy love
"a teenage crush"
Yes everyone, it's your English teacher coming to give you a lesson...
Hey hey I'm just kidding!! I'm not so mean as to unleash the wrath of English on you... or am I?!
So today's post is a bit depressing. Just letting y'all know. Don't read on if you think you're not comfortable with me being all depressed and stuff.
The reason that I put the definition of "crush" on here is because my definition of "crush" is incredibly different:
Crush- something that is incredibly confusing and that I wish didn't exist.
Yeah. That about sums it up.
So... prepare yourself for a bit of a story.
There's this guy (it's always a guy...). And I don't know WHAT TF I feel for him....
I mean, sure, he's cute, as in he could be a model if he wanted. (Though I doubt it...) He's very charismatic; charms a lot of substitute teachers (mostly female ones, but that's just... no.). He's super athletic.
However, he's also kind of a bad student. He tries, which is nice, but still gets crappy grades. He can't remember to bring a dang pencil to class for the life of him. He's also smoked weed, which is like.... argh. NO, DUDE. JUST EFFING NO.
And can I just say? HE IS THE BIGGEST PLAYER; HE HITS ON GIRLS IN A WAY THAT SHOULD BE JUST BE ILLEGAL. As in cute girls, to clarify. So that leaves me out of it...
And here's where it gets complicated. I don't know whether I want him to like me or not. Hell, I don't even know if I like him or not. Because I have an extremely guarded personality, I pretty much can't let people say compliments about me without me denying everything. I'm one of those people who is extremely ambitious: if something doesn't go the way I want, I either change it or deny it. In this case, I always think to myself that I'm too ugly and un-witty so I can't have a crush on him.
Yep. I'm messed up like you don't even know.
I mean, part of me is like, "trust your gut, Hanna! if you like him, deal with it, it's okay!!!". And that's the part of me that I'm sure y'all would agree with. But the other part of me is like, "Please. Hanna. Stop. You'll just get crushed. You don't stand a freakin' [I'm curbing my language; aren't you so proud of me?] chance with him. Just look at yourself!" (Can you say "someone unattainable or inappropriate" ?)
So I'm really conflicted. These two sides are killing me and I'm not sure what I feel, what to do...
and that's where you come in. YOU NEED TO HELP ME BEFORE I SELF-DESTRUCT, OKAY?!
Oops, that come out a bit crazy. but you get the idea... I need advice.
informal
a brief but intense infatuation for someone, especially someone unattainable or inappropriate.
"she did have a crush on Dr. Russell"
synonyms: infatuation, obsession, love, passion;
informal puppy love
"a teenage crush"
Yes everyone, it's your English teacher coming to give you a lesson...
Hey hey I'm just kidding!! I'm not so mean as to unleash the wrath of English on you... or am I?!
So today's post is a bit depressing. Just letting y'all know. Don't read on if you think you're not comfortable with me being all depressed and stuff.
The reason that I put the definition of "crush" on here is because my definition of "crush" is incredibly different:
Crush- something that is incredibly confusing and that I wish didn't exist.
Yeah. That about sums it up.
So... prepare yourself for a bit of a story.
There's this guy (it's always a guy...). And I don't know WHAT TF I feel for him....
I mean, sure, he's cute, as in he could be a model if he wanted. (Though I doubt it...) He's very charismatic; charms a lot of substitute teachers (mostly female ones, but that's just... no.). He's super athletic.
However, he's also kind of a bad student. He tries, which is nice, but still gets crappy grades. He can't remember to bring a dang pencil to class for the life of him. He's also smoked weed, which is like.... argh. NO, DUDE. JUST EFFING NO.
And can I just say? HE IS THE BIGGEST PLAYER; HE HITS ON GIRLS IN A WAY THAT SHOULD BE JUST BE ILLEGAL. As in cute girls, to clarify. So that leaves me out of it...
And here's where it gets complicated. I don't know whether I want him to like me or not. Hell, I don't even know if I like him or not. Because I have an extremely guarded personality, I pretty much can't let people say compliments about me without me denying everything. I'm one of those people who is extremely ambitious: if something doesn't go the way I want, I either change it or deny it. In this case, I always think to myself that I'm too ugly and un-witty so I can't have a crush on him.
Yep. I'm messed up like you don't even know.
I mean, part of me is like, "trust your gut, Hanna! if you like him, deal with it, it's okay!!!". And that's the part of me that I'm sure y'all would agree with. But the other part of me is like, "Please. Hanna. Stop. You'll just get crushed. You don't stand a freakin' [I'm curbing my language; aren't you so proud of me?] chance with him. Just look at yourself!" (Can you say "someone unattainable or inappropriate" ?)
So I'm really conflicted. These two sides are killing me and I'm not sure what I feel, what to do...
and that's where you come in. YOU NEED TO HELP ME BEFORE I SELF-DESTRUCT, OKAY?!
Oops, that come out a bit crazy. but you get the idea... I need advice.